I really wanna sign up to do a story for Cruel January because I love Love LOVE the idea of accidental cruelty, but I’ve been feeling so uninspired lately… What to do?
So earlier I was talking about this tumblr post that I was having feelings about, but I couldn’t link my commentary because tumblr sensitive content blah blah blah, but Olo pointed out that uhhh… I could just copy and paste? So duh.
The original post that prompted my commentary is HERE, and it NOT on an nsfw blog I guess, so I can actually link it. And then here’s my commentary thus far:
I just recently reblogged this (from the queue), and I had to reblog again… this hits me hard, emotionally. It’s so beautiful. And like, I can feel how it hurts, like I feel like I can relate, even though being small is generally a comfort thing for me. I WANT to be small so I can feel okay and be safe, but… being small is also scary. And I think what I’m getting most here–I don’t know if from the art or just from my psyche–is that… being small can hurt too because of how you put strain on that person who KEEPS you safe. And the caption about no belonging… I feel like I want to be small with my tall so that I finally have a place to belong, but like… what if I DON’T belong, once it’s all said and done? What if I still don’t belong? What if I just get in the way?
… I have honestly NEVER thought about any of that consciously before now. Big day for feelings over here on micromacromine.
Thanks to @territorial-utopia for the beautiful art and the self-reflection.”
For he record, my tumblr is still micromacromine, but I don’t do that much on tumblr anymore. I’ve kind of moved to Fetlife, actually, even though that’s not great either. I live in the goddamn middle of nowhere though, so no events are ever close enough for me to attend, and the size scene there is TOTALLY dead.
Thanks for reading my bullshit, guys.
Happy holiday season!
- I know I’ve not been very active on here yet, but I’ve been… yeah: I’ve been horny, so I had to come here to talk about it since tumblr doesn’t like that kind of thing any more.
2. In my time spent here though, I’ve not really been interacting with other people’s posts because… I haven’t been reading them. I want to, but I just have the attention span of a 3-year-old these days.
3. I haven’t been writing actual size stories here either because… again, I have a worthless attention span and honestly, I’m just kind of sad and lonely and want someone else to do that for me. Like, I want a partner to rp with so I don’t have to come up with it all myself and all BY myself. So… yeah. Working on that, I guess? Possibly got a real life someone to do that with on the horizon? He said he’s kind of a furry and has seen a lot of furry size kink art, so… maybe we’ve got some common ground there.
4. I AM still on tumblr if anyone’s interested. Though I should really be telling people on TUMBLR that I’m also over HERE. There are still people who I know would be interested in the nsfw stuff.
6. I saw a post back over on tumblr recently that gave me A Lot of Feelings and I might come over here and write some more about it, and I was gonna link my reblog and beginning commentary here but I CAN’T BECAUSE TUMBLR IS A LITTLE BITCH and won’t let me permalink to my OWN goddamn post because MY blog “might contain sensitive content.” So here’s the original–it’s really beautiful.
And make a pornhub account so I can comment on all these hot g/t videos that I didn’t know existed, like this one:
It’s fucking hot, right? It is. I wanna be that guy.
Need to get full-body tea-bagged by a massive set of hot, musky balls and then suctioned up into a scrotal wrinkle while he gets even harder and hotter.
Real life sucks.
I’m a a frequenter of PornHub. Might even make an account so I can comment on stuff. Blame @gold-phish ( https://www.pornhub.com/users/gold-phish ) for getting me started…
Current longing: to be a microbe on a hot, musky testicle… /sigh/