Kind of an addendum to the “public journal” post from yesterday…
I didn’t jerk it for just a little over 2 weeks due to the surgery, so I was really hyping up doing it last night, but it was… subpar. I thought that since I’d been abstaining, I would be extra sensitive, but it was kind of the opposite. Major let down and now I’m wondering if this is a side effect of the surgery, if this is going to be a long-term issue, if I’ve got myself stressed out about sex in general that my psyche is just sabotaging me… ANOTHER THING TO BRING UP IN THERAPY and possibly the the gynecologist. Goddamn it.
sz journey 
Masturbation is like any other skill: it improves with practice.
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Mlehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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That’s not the sound I imagined you would make.
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Ha. I do make some little noises, but I don’t know how to represent them in text…
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